Do I reach out to her? (19M/20F)

We met 3-4 months ago but we haven’t met in person or been on a date because we’re 2 hours away from each other but we’d text and call each other a lot.

Basically since we started talking she was iffy about meeting up cuz of the distance but still expressed interest in me or at least I thought. It seemed like she wanted me to figure everything out and the effort wasn’t being reciprocated. Two months ago, I called her out and gave her an ultimatum, she said I was aggressive and blocked me, but everything was normal a day or two later lmao, so I thought I still had a chance.

We were supposed to meet up on Sep 2 but it got canceled cuz I booked everything too soon, and she never gave a reschedule and her answer was some vague open ended shit, so I just assumed she won’t interested and the communication slowed down and we haven’t texted in two weeks. I recently saw her profile went back up on Hinge after she deleted it months ago when we started talking and it felt weird, but I can’t really get mad cuz we never were together and I’m on there too.

I basically put the ball in her court and I’m going no contact until she reaches out again but smth is telling me to drop the ego and reach out to her and I’m not sure if I should.

Maybe she was waiting on me to text her smth first and then just assumed I lost interest because normally I text her first, and she made it a big deal about me not texting her first early on, but I don’t want to come off like I’m chasing her. I’m on the fence cuz I don’t know how she feels. All this just makes me feel bad because we had such a good spark in the beginning, so I want to work it out with her and see if we’re compatible irl, but I think she lost interest or was never that interested. I feel like it’s my fault it didn’t go nowhere by not having a car or having the money for one of us to move, etc., and the realization hurts a lot.

Ik im young and there’s other ppl out there but I just can’t get this girl out of my mind and part of me feels like I’m missing out on smth great not being with them.

I’m supposed to get a car and a license soon so hopefully things can work out but im not betting on it.

TL;DR long distance talking stage not going anywhere. not sure what to do

Edit: title was meant to be Should*