Yesterday I was driving and notice 3 motorcycles next to me we stopped at the red light, there was a woman on one of the bikes who seemed a little uneasy and when the light turned green she was in neutral and lost her balance and the motorcycle fell on her and the rider to her right. She was struggling to keep the bike from hitting the ground and the other motorcycle was fighting to keep his up. I throw my car in park and run over to help her. I grabbed her motorcycle with her on it and picked it up as to make sure the bike didn’t touch the ground. This same thing happened to me 2 weeks ago when my wife tried to get off her bike with her with her kickstand up her bike and herself fell on top of me pinning me to my bike struggling to keep it up. My issue is this, I can’t stop obsessing about it. Whenever I do good deed I just want to talk about it over and over and I don’t know Is it ego? The day before I saved a turtle on the interstate and had the same effect. I enjoy helping people in trouble but why do I have to replay it in my head and talk about it. I even checked on FB to see if anyone posted about it. I do a lot of things for people that don’t get recognized but I am struggling to figure out if it’s because I’m looking for attention or it’s dopamine. I guess I do feel like a hero when I do things like that. But I’m not sure it’s for the right reasons.