I am 28F. Never dated. Never got to know a guy and fell in love. People always get shock or sad 😂 when I share this information but there were factors in my life as to why. I don’t want to share too much on here but it has to do with me being shy, having strict parents, went in an all girls school, never had guys I could consider friends, almost all of the guys I know disappoints me which adds to me being okay single, i tend to avoid being courted, I am very reserved and just me being used to it.
But then I see a cute couple or watch a romcom or read a romance book and I get all curious again. Then I start to wonder what it’s like to have someone but I’ve gotten so used to being with my own company, I don’t really get depressed and be all miserable because of it if that makes sense. I just don’t know what I’m missing since I don’t know what that feels like you know? I’ve had crushes all my life but never to the point of me falling for them on a deeper level. I have yet to experience that. Now that I’m almost 30, I feel like I should at least give it a shot. Maybe be less avoidant and be more open but I seriously don’t know how. I hate the idea of joining any dating sites because it makes me feel vulnerable. Too open. Sigh. I don’t know. I need serious help.