I’m not the most outgoing person, but I wouldn’t call myself antisocial. I like talking to people in public. However, when I start getting closer to someone, I just kinda shut down. I get really worried that I won’t entertain them, or be as cool as they hoped. So I kinda just act like I think they want me to, and it’s exhausting. I feel like I’m never myself around people and it leads me to shut down and just isolate. I’m moving to a new area and frankly scared of being alone. I want to make new friends and have a friend group, but I can’t seem to get over this mental hurdle. Does anyone have any advice?