*Disclaimer, this is a pretty long read.
So me and this guy have been talking since the start of February. I first saw him on my first day of summer school, which I enrolled in to prepare early for college. I found him really cute but thought nothing of it because finding someone cute/attractive is normal. I had a party after and I told my friend about this cute guy I met at summer school. The party was going well, but later on I look around and I see it’s the cute guy from summer school! I immediately tell my friend. My friend then tells me that one of the friends he’s with is his friend too. My friend then tells me that he’ll introduce us. I say no but he goes to do it anyway and the cute summer school guy approaches me and I ask for his number and instagram. He gives it to me and at first I thought he was just trying to be polite. However, he texts me a day later and we hit it off from there. We’ve been talking pretty well ever since but we switched from instagram and messages to TikTok. We almost have a 100 day streak. We see each other almost every Sunday for summer school but that ended like a week ago. We went on one hangout together. He asked me to see a movie next week! He’s met my parents, and he’s pretty consistent. However, one thing I noticed is ever since we got each other’s TikTok accounts that has been our main mode of communication. The thing is I want to delete TikTok now to focus on my studies to prepare for college. It’s easy to talk on TikTok because when the conversation dies down he or me just sends a new TikTok to keep it up and going, it removes awkwardness. I just deleted TikTok yesterday and I can’t help but worry. Also, yes I know if he can’t hold a conversation else where he’s not the one for me but I really like this guy.