I know this sounds crazy. But I can’t stand life being single. They always say you should enjoy your life and not “look for love”, “it will happen”, “people sense desperation”, etc.
But I can’t avoid thinking about that all day long. I’ve been in amazing relationships before and they all ended well. I’m 25F and I really long for the “love of my life”.
Is it stupid of me? I work hard on myself to be a good person. I look above average, I have a really good job, I am economically independent, have lots of friends. But every guy I meet wants “freedom” and open relationships, or are not clear, or lie. Etc.
I really hope some day I find a normal guy like me, that I love, and loves me the same way I do. It does not seem crazy in my head, but it seems impossible on real life and I just don’t know how to navigate this anymore. It makes me really sad and hopeless.