I know no one likes me, I have no friends. Any “friend” I’ve had treated me like shit so I would get rid of them. Or even if we had a good friendship or whatever, it just wouldn’t last. They don’t make effort to keep in contact or have other people they hang out with so they don’t care. I’ve been excluded my whole life, never been invited to things and just completely discarded.
I honestly don’t bother being friendly with people anymore or try to make friends because they all end up the same. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. No matter how well I get along with someone they just don’t care enough to actually hang out and have a friendship. I just keep to myself now.
I don’t have any friends and it’s been this way since I was 19, I’m 26 now. I’ve met so many people, made “friends” (I don’t even know the definition of a friend anymore), people from the past either treated me like shit or ghosted me for no reason.
I’m never good enough. I never have been. I just wish I had a handful of friends to hang out with but I’ve accepted that’s never going to happen.