Guys help 😠This guy came up to me at the club and
asked for my Insta, He was actually in my city for a work trip and is flying back home today, so we only knew each other for like 3 days total and we ended up going on a little date the next day. We spent heaps of time just chilling by his car and got pretty intimate kissing, foreplay, loads of humping, everything except actually having sex. The next day we met again at a pub, went for another drive, and things got even more intimate. We were making out heaps, humping properly, and I even gave him a handjob. Keep in mind, this is literally my first time being this intimate with someone. I always thought l'd only wanna have sex with someone I'm actually dating, so l didn't go all the way, but now I feel sooo awkward thinking back on everything ( Like letting him suck my boobs, me jumping on him, all of that… it just feels so unlike me because I always try to come across super nonchalant and composed lol.
Also, something that surprised me was that I genuinely thought l'd feel way more horny in those situations but
honestly I barely felt much physically and it felt like he was way more into it than I was. It kinda made me realise I'm actually more turned on by PDA-type stuff like kissing, tension, cuddles, hugs, and affection rather than full-on foreplay or sex unless I'm REALLY into the guy emotionally/mentally first. Which is kinda crazy because I never realised that about myself before lolðŸ˜
Has anyone else had a similar first-time experience? How did you feel afterwards, and how did you get over the awkwardness?