I 18f am a virgin. And Lately I’ve been questioning whether keeping my virginity is even worth it anymore. I always wanted to save myself for my future husband, someone who would truly love and respect me. But my choice in men has been so horrible that it’s starting to make me feel like keeping it is pointless.
Part of me still wants to hold onto that value because it means something to me, but another part of me feels tired and confused. I keep wondering if waiting even matters anymore when I haven’t met the kind of person I hoped for. I don’t really know what the right answer is — I just know that I’m struggling with it.