I feel like everything has to be said, and that every sentence I use holds everything else I say up. It feels as if, if I were to remove one part, then everything else will not make sense, or that I will not express myself the way I want to because I can think of so many different ways my wording can come off.
This obsession has been stressing me out, especially online since I'm currently asking for advice and I just keep talking and talking and talking. I understand that I have to choose the most important sentences, and while I can spot which ones I feel most important, I still feel like everything else is also too important to be left out.
I'm not wordy very often, but I've slowly have been becoming wordier and wordier, all I can think about is the many perspectives people can have, and the gaps I can fill in, as well as misunderstandings than can occur despite many things being inevitable since there are so many different kinds people in the world, there's no way to appease them all, and yet I blabber on and on.
I think the issue is the feeling of "wait, before you educate me on something, let me show you that I do know about this," if that even makes sense. Autonomy? I apologize, I don't know if that's the right word. The feeling of being independent and not feeling stupid. Idk if any of this is important, but I have autism and OCD.
Ok, there, I done. I want to say more but I feel like this is all that's needed. Thank you, everyone!
Edit: OH! I forgot to ask the main thing of this post! How can I not be wordy? How can I stop being anxious about "leaving information out"?