33M. It all just sucks, every time I turn around there’s a new health issue. More appointments, more tests, more money… which I don’t have enough of.
I wasn’t the healthiest in my teens or 20s but at least I could do stuff without worrying too much. Now it’s like if I turn my neck wrong I’m scared I’ll need neck surgery. If I walk too much I’ll need leg surgery.
The only healthy parts of my body are my heart and brain… though I feel my mental health is poor even if the physical brain is fine.
For reference I have leg issues, spine issues, digestive issues, sleep issues, potential gallbladder and/or liver issues, aggressive colon cancer runs in my family, and now my right hand is acting up where I keep making damn spelling mistakes.
I have a therapist and multiple specialists for each of my issues… but it’s so damn exhausting.
Do I have to live like this the rest of my life? I sure as hell hope not. Anyone else feel broken and got better over time or is just downhill from here?
Thanks for reading.