No matter what I do my husband never compliments me anymore unless I have tons of makeup on… not only that he never wants to hold my hand in public, he never touches me unless I ask him to pretty much. Our sex life is i don’t know not normal I would say. We have sex MAYBE once or twice every other month I try to initiate it and he almost never wants to. If he does do it he never does any other position except from behind… idk why it makes me feel like he’s just not attracted to me anymore or something. If it’s in any other position it seems like he can’t keep it up….he constantly ignores me and is on his phone. He jokes with a mother women my age the other day that he was going to end up “getting a divorce” bc he’s been getting home so late. He said he was gonna give her so much shit on Tuesday for saying he’ll be home early when he wasn’t. (He’s a trucker) when I confronted him about it and how it’s not ok for him to joke that way he called me stupid and crazy. I feel like maybe in the past too he may have cheated? Before he was a trucker he was a carpet cleaner for a business he Owned he’d come home late change his clothes immediately and go shower. He refused to have sex with me and if he did he’d go limp in the middle it and couldn’t get it back up. He was mean to me wouldn’t let me touch his phone idk. I feel insane.