Not much else to say. I can't afford therapy. My hobbies all feel like meaningless distractions. I put my entire heart, soul and identity into being the best husband I could. I was happy. I thought she was, too. And now that it's done I don't even know where to start rebuilding.
It's been one year. I have definitely improved since then. I am not debilitated and crying on the floor anymore. But nothing and nobody makes me feel whole. I'm of the mindset that I need to start changing things for the better…but where do I start? And please don't say the gym. I've never enjoyed the gym. But I have already started running again.