I have always hated myself. I have a perfect bf which is great. But on the friends side, im lacking. I’m deadass so annoying. I’ve literally hated myself for as long as I can remember.
I have diagnosed autism lvl 1 and probably adhd (not diagnosed) but regardless, I feel like I see so many more annoying and irritating people with loads of friends. Straight up mean people have lots of friends.
I don’t know how I can get around this. It is very embarrassing to even say to anyone. I am feeling vulnerable with this post.