I've taken a break from dating after my last attempt early this year, i decided to try to talk to people again, download tinder again, and after a few unsuccessful conversations I just layed down and thought about how things are going, I'm almost 22, never had a girlfriend, I've gone on dates, talked to women, but nothing really worked out, and I'm just thinking… I just want to love and be loved, I don't really know what it's like to be loved, i know two women were into me in my teenage years, and one was online, but other than that I can't really imagine what it's like for someone to romantically love me, i don't know what that would be like, and it just made me sad and I deleted tinder afterwards