Let me explain.
From the front, so in posed pictures and in the mirror, I think I actually look somewhat attractive, like a 7/10 on a good day. However, sometimes I'll see myself in a candid photo, where I'm in the background, and they'll catch my side profile, and holy shit, I remember I'm actually ugly.
My nose is gigantic, no jaw line, bald but shitty hairline/horseshoe, brow jumping out Neanderthal-style, head lean, etc. However, I never see this, because I don't see myself from the side nor interacting with the world in 3D almost ever.
Honestly, not looking for "there, there" or "you're beautiful just the way you are" I'm simply just curious.
Like my confidence is pretty good, so is my self-esteem, and people are generally nice and not nasty, although I've had my late grandfather with dementia outright call me ugly during his Father's Day dinner, that was weird, but refreshingly honest I guess.