l am 28, with three degrees and I all I have been able to achieve was a crappy internship that I got laid off of 4 months ago.
I have a degree in biomedical engineering, MBA in marketing and business analytics and currently on last sem of Msc Data science. All funded by my parents whose rules I have to live by and getting taunted and mocked is part of the daily routine by peers.
Tried coding, gave up after six weeks
Tried data analytics (sql, python, tableau), gave up that too. Everything seems so tough to me. I open linked in and see some new skill that's needed to get the job or bla bla
Once saw how difficult it is to actually solve leet code problems, I never touched it again.
Heck, I don't even wanna master excel
I wanna earn but simply don't have the will to do these stuff, it's like l don't even know what I want to be. Now am preparing for govt exams half heartedly because it will giveme a permanent position at least but I can't seem to stick to the routine. I see people doing much better and I get so disheartened. My regret cycle never stops.
People who bullied/traumatised me had everything go smoothly in their lives, but l am here trying to figure out what to even do.
Ps: that graduation degree was forced on me, I wanted to study zoology.