How does one regain a sense of identity and belief in self worth and the self after critical failures like jail time and deportation. How does an individual bring back their sense of self reliance after major life setbacks and a feeling of crippling failure.
It's been four years since I've been deported from the US. Had to close down my business and lost all my clients. I would go there on short visits and made paying business with clients.
Now I've internalized a deep sense of failure to myself, and as a result lack self reliance or any trust in myself.
I've been jobless since while my wife supports my family.
The jobs I apply to I end up messing the interviews for the thoughts of being a failure get in the way.
If there's anything you can share how I would improve this, it would mean a lot.
Thank you.