so i feel like i haven’t been single for awhile. personally i don’t like feeling alone but i am alone most of the time even when i was in high school. i do know i have anxious attachment or would frequently ask for reassurance. for me, my brothers taught me how i woman should be treated. and none of my exes treated me like one. maybe i believe too much in fantasy or men these days have given up. to be honest im biased, so you won’t change my mind but just focus of the relationship part, okay men?.. thank you. so, ive only had long term relationships, one was high school, let’s call him BF#1 , 2 years, broke up bc we lowkey i had family reasons so let’s just keep it that way. then BF #2 3 years, i lowkey converted him into my last religion and now happily married, love that for him, we broke up because to be honest, he doesn’t know what he wanted so i found the BF #3, 3 years right after i broke up with #2 as a rebound and worst relationship of my life. i got stuck mentally and physically, unfortunately willingly because i had nowhere else to go. then i finally had enough money to move out and we broke up. now i’m in a situationship/BF #4 for 1 year. and i’m a faithful person so. anyways i received total of 5 flowers from my actual gf bfs. 5 flowers from men that courted me and. only 1 of them was a fake gentleman. which was kinda nice but. i tried to see if i was bi, however i found out. i like guys very much. unfortunately. 😀
oh pls be kind 🙂