Idk I have adhd so I feel like that makes me feel bored quickly?
Like I had a few hook ups and the first time was always the best, seeing new moves and idk it's always been amazing! But the 2nd and 3rd time has always been… ok? Like, I feel I pulled out all the stops and they did too, and now idk what to do.
I feel like I gotta come up with something new! Or idk… maybe I gotta communicate more but that's hard for me to tell them what I'm wanting, sometimes idk, but I wanna tell them to finger me while they preform oral…
I like being man handled, but idk how to explore further into that? Also the past three I haven't been able to make cum from my oral and I feel a bit defeated about my oral game. I wonder if it's cause I switch up too often cause I don't wanna do the same thing and I get bored and if I see them not reacting as much I get in my head
One guy brought out ice… which was like fun, but… idk I guess I'm chasing that first time feeling? Or do I need to be different idk