so before y'll start bashing me read my pov first. i was in relationship with a guy for 2 years almost. we both met online on a telegram group and we instantly clicked.He promised to marry me in the first month of our relationship but left me exactly after 3 months and i was begging him to come back. he came back but left me again and again 4-5 times in those 2 years and i saw some chats where he was making fun of me with his female friend and laughed when his friend abused me. He used to lie so much to leave me but me being the most stupid girl always allowed him back into my life. but 7months back i lost my patience. he was supposed to come to me for his birthday and we decided we will celebrate it somewhere outside but he wanted to have sex and just before one month of his birthday i got my periods and he thought he won't be able to have sex with me since i will be on my periods on his birthday as well and fought for straight 2 days with me because of that. Suggested me some ways to delay my periods. I was not in love with him that time because of whatever he did with me in those 2 years. i haven't even written 1% of what he did. i met a guy around that time only and we became friends and slowly i realized that i didn't want to be with my bf anymore. but i kissed this new guy before breaking up with my bf and my bf(now ex) still don't know this. I broke up with him after a few days and that breakup story is another level of toxicity. now i am with