Hey everyone, how are ya’ll doing.
I’ve been going through this long drought period for maybe 2 years now? Before this happened, I was deemed as the bubbly, talkative and funny guy, and I loved that.
I always love bringing the positive energy and making those around me smile and laugh, it’s my absolute favourite thing, but now? I’m not like that anymore.
I can’t pin point as to why, I have minimal stress in my life. I enjoy my job, I’m not in debt and the car has been fixed recently thank god.
Whenever I’m in a social setting with those I’m comfortable with, nothing pops into my brain, to bring to the topic at hand. The guys are all talking and I’m just left there, silent. I hate that. I don’t know what’s going on. Whenever I try to think of something to say or make a joke, I feel a mental block, where I’m just like “meh, don’t wanna”. Or whenever I want to tell a story, I don’t make it sound interesting, I almost always immediately rush to the conclusion of my tale as if my brain is just forcing it out so I no longer have to speak anymore.
Any advice on this? Thank you