I don’t get it. When I was confident I was a terrible person. I was a constant burden to my friends and I consistently made them extremely uncomfortable. They explicitly told me as such. Now I have no confidence and I’m so much better. I don’t make anyone uncomfortable. I’m not a burden to my friends anymore. I’ve learned to keep my eyes down and my mouth shut and everyone else is much happier. What’s the point of confidence if it just makes me a much worse person?