25 years old, pretty inexperienced. Not exactly a catch — short, average-looking, didn't even get my first kiss until 23. Had one girlfriend. She left because I didn't meet her physical standards and she "couldn't take it anymore." That's where I'm at.
Was browsing OKC last week and matched with an absolute bombshell — Instagram model type, the kind of girl who stops conversations when she walks into a room. Figured she was a bot, so I sent a jokey message. She replied. We've been going back and forth for days. Turns out she's smart and witty too.
We're meeting Friday. Unlike every other online date I've had, she actually seems genuinely excited — not the usual "ugh, I guess I'll meet this loser" energy. But my insecurities are going haywire. I always end up stammering, trying too hard, making it weird.
How do I not make a fool of myself?