I am 23F about to graduate in May with my second degree. I haven't had friends since I graduated high school. I have only made a few friends in college but, I lost them within 2 months or so. One girl was into partying too much and I don't like drinking or partying. Another girl was was just plain rude to me. And I was in a trio for a few weeks but I just ended up not being interested because they liked each other more than me. In my current degree, everyone is at an arms legs. I am kind of in a trio, but I am distant and they just like each other more than me again. I have a boyfriend, no siblings or cousins. But I realized that college social opportunity is over. I will be a nurse soon and have to face adult interactions. Any advice on those social interactions?
Lastly, I just want to say that I am struggling because I realized that I missed out on stereotypical college interactions, and I might miss out on adult social stuff too. I wont ever do the "girls trip," or "go shopping." I have no one to be my bridesmaid and secretly plan my engagement with my boyfriend and be there with my during postpartum/pregnancy and vice versa. How do I deal with these feelings?