I just seek to vent my frustrations here, I guess.
Anyway, I am a 26 year old in Europe.
I've tried meeting up people, but it is difficult to meet the kind of person I want to be with considering said kind of person usually stays at home in the first place!
The kind of woman I seek is introverted, ideally nerdy, and doesn't have any past romantic or intimate experience, just like me.
I know they exist and they're out there, but, at the same time, they're not out there.
They usually stay at home.
Going out to meet people means I almost invariably meet extroverts, which I do not want.
Or people with previous experience, which I also do not want.
I know the kind of woman I seek won't fall on my lap, so I put effort on meeting people, but it is frustrating when you think about how you might never meet your person even though they've always been within reach, simply because you never managed to cross paths.
I hope I'm not the only one who feels like this.
EDIT: I am voicing my thoughts here, please do not try to change my mind on the matter, I would rather have no relationship at all than let go of my wishes for one.