So my main question is, how do I solve this problem?
I’ll give some context so basically we have been talking for 6 months dating for 4 I know it’s not the boyfriend because I’ve had this feeling every time I try to start a relationship within the intimacy range. I feel super guilty super ashamed, super embarrassed, and like I don’t wanna continue so it takes me very very long to even like go through with like sexual things cause I just feel so like guilty and like dirty and overall bad feelings and I don’t know how to stop it because if it has been going on for so long and I don’t know why I feel this way and I wanna stop because it’s really affecting me in my relationships TL;DR