So I’ve been talking to this girl I met on fb. I just turned 26 and she’s 35, she’s beautiful with the best body I’ve ever seen before (it’s probably all fake but oh well) but a complete psycho. She is always talking nasty with me and telling me/sending me photos and videos/ telling me she wished I lived closer to her. She spoke about wanting to have kids and told me she wanted to have children with me within the first 4 days of talking (said she is never taking plan b) and asked for my birth chart and said we were meant to be.
Unfortunately I think I will be having sex with her, however I am terrified of having children now especially with a women this much older than me and crazy. I feel like Im just starting to live and financially not ready (so much I want to do no kids) I have extreme fear of accidental pregnancies etc. and every time I have sex I always use protection and try my best to pull out with condom and willl legit spend hours rethinking did I pullout etc. + constantly checking the rubber + venting to my therapist about it.
She lives 10 hours away so me and my friends were going to take a weekend to sight see and do things, and I planned on seeing her one of the nights.
My question is has anyone been in a situation like this? I’m terrified I will give in or be persuaded by the crazy/thickness and loose my wits.