Hey everyone, I was hoping to have a healthy discussion with fellow members of this group regarding masturbation and my personal habits.
I am a 32 year old male who is lonely and I do not have a girlfriend or any sexual experience whatsoever. Because of this, I guess it's not surprising that I masturbate to fulfill my sexual desires. Currently, I go to either Instagram pages or websites of lingerie stores. Lounge Underwear is my favorite but I also use Victoria's Secret – they have gorgeous models wearing sexy outfits who I fantasize being with. It embarrasses me because I know that is not what those images are for.
A few questions – is this OK? I'm sure these ladies don't want guys sitting around in their tighty whities jerking off to them. I wear underwear when I masturbate but I guess this isn't normal since I have to put on a clean pair after.
I am also looking to get into other "source material" for my masturbation. I'm looking for suggestions for some good dirty magazines or videos that I could purchase. I've been trying to stay away from this but would possibly like to try it.
Lastly, is there anything I can do by myself to fulfill sexual needs other than masturbation? Does anyone else feel sad after they masturbate? I do sometimes after of course feeling good while the act was in progress.
Thank You so much!