27F) have been dating my boyfriend (27M) for 6 months now. He can finish me easily with his mouth but today he was very upset and said that because he knows that I have previously came with some other partners (rarely) that he thinks he isn’t big enough for me.
The thing is that he used sentences like ”I know what kinda sizes have been inside of you (referring to black men) and ”you have fucked like 50metre dicks before” and ”im big but you are used to bigger ones” that made me feel unappreciated. When I got mad about that, he basically called me selfish for changing the subject to me, when ”he’s the one whos hurt”
He has also previously said to me that every woman has always orgasm with him in penetration except me. I need advice on how to deal with all this pressure, and is this really even about me at this point?