Bit of a long story here with details I couldn’t fit in the title. So I have always been antisocial and am unattractive so when during my senior year of high school a girl suddenly started talking to me, making all the moves for me, etc. i fell in love. Eventually we had our first date, she took my virginity, and just generally hung out a lot and the whole relationship moved forward at the speed of light and within a month she was talking about wanting my kids. But recently i’ve noticed that she may have started talking to me in a more romantic way after my dad got me a replacement gaming laptop for the other gaming laptop that broke. That and the fact that I’m constantly buying her things makes me think maybe she’s just taking advantage of me for my dads money. That alongside the fact that she once said that she does in fact think i have “No game.” And im constantly doing chores for her like laundry makes me feel all the more used. And we don’t share any interests at all. However, i didn’t fully take any of this in because at the time all i could think was “Wow! I have a friend! And not just a friend but a girlfriend that wants to have sex with me!” Now, after following her to college 300 miles away from home, even though I spend almost every day with her I still feel cripplingly alone and just want to stay in my dorm and play games all day. This was all until the start of my second semester when after joining a D&D club my social confidence rose and i decided to try talking to someone in one of my classes that i could tell shared a common interest with me because she had a Pokémon backpack. And after a few days of just talking in class i just got her number today and that crippling and constant loneliness i felt has faded almost completely and made me truly realize how miserable i have been. Now i don’t know if I should stick with the sure thing of my high school sweetheart or the potential for failure but more happiness of this new girl. Sorry for the long read but any advice would help a lot.