I hate that I feel terrible about this, because there were many points in my life where I had no friends at all and now i definitely do have friends that we definitely care about each other ehich I am so grateful for. however, I’m not in any group, or within anyone’s group. It seems my friends who I love either are unavailable, not really intellectually/socially stimulating, or just prioritize others/don’t want the maintenance I try to maintain. I’m by far from an extrovert but I just am at a loss on how to find my tribe and my really close tight knit like first people who think of each other type friends (or relationship if somehow we find we check our boxes and so on). any advice is appreciated!!