I’ve noticed maybe every month or two I get annoyed with my partner to the point of wanting to end things. It lasts maybe a week or two and then I’m back to loving him and being happy. I’m not sure if this is normal. It’s like for a short period I just lose all interest and feel like we’re completely wrong for each other. I feel guilty and I obsess over whether or not I really feel this way or if it’s a weird anxious blip and then I’m somehow convinced we’re okay and it does go away but it always seems to come back. When it’s gone we are happy and genuinely excited for the future.
It’s exhausting having to act like everything is normal when I feel like this. I don’t ever say anything to my partner about this because I feel like it would cause him to panic or get upset and I don’t want to do that so I just continue to drive myself crazy trying to feel 100% certain one way or another. This isn’t normal right? What does it mean?