ok so, me and my boyfriend have been dating for a while, we did have sexual relations before, and he lost his virginity to me, and honestly, every time we have sex, it’s amazing, but i never let him ONCE go down on me.
i’m so insecure about the taste and the smell, it doesn’t smell bad, because i shower daily but i’m so so insecure about the taste, specially cuz i did have sexual relations before and the guy honestly just couldn’t find the bean and it made me feel bad for as silly as it sounds, and he didn’t say anything about the taste but idk.. i’ve tasted it before (yes gross i know sue me) and it’s kinda salty..? a little bit tangy, and honestly, i don’t know how it’s supposed to taste like and i’m TERRIFIED my boyfriend will not like it.
any advice on letting go of this fear? and please don’t judge me for as silly as this sounds, reddit can be cruel sometimes.
edit: thank you everyone for the advice!! my head is kinda clearer now 💞 everyone have a nice day