I love my girlfriend I really do, we’ve been together for about 6 months now and when we started everything was kinda rocky constantly fighting among other disagreements but we got through. We both always thought it’d get better and it did for a little while then it got worse again. Than itd get better again, I and she had gotten used to this cycle of endless fixing and breaking to the point where it didn’t affect me. Than small changes started like less sexual activity there would always be an excuse we talked about and nothing changed, then she’d only wanna play games or do things SHE wanted to. I was just as bad because I never expressed anything to her the proper way then I did after a while. Even with that same situation just stuff never felt like it was getting fixed. Than the big thing on why this post is being written. On my birthday which was December 17th we had a lil fight but it was nun big then on Christmas we had a big fight where she essentially said if she didn’t give me what I needed than I needa get someone new. She also wanted a mediator or like one of our friends to be there so I could comprehend everything her words, so we did. Then we faught again right after we got done with said mediator over something extremely small. That was about a week ago or so. Nothing new has happened, but I just feel so sad and like I’m ready to leave I love her so much though so I’m confused but when I think about being without her I feel relieved and sad because I’ll miss her. So I just don’t know