So we've been dating for 8 months now and every day its been "you shouldnt love me" "what if i just kill myself" "just leave me already"…
We always stay up past midnight, atleast i do to care for her, i love her, she loves me, we havent had arguments and we get along great, im there for her always and shes here for me. She feels like the one for me but im just scared ill lose her in a different way.
Ive been through most of the stuff shes been through se we can relate, understand, i listen and she does too. Im just heartbroken when i have to leave for work or to do ANYTHING because i know she'll disociate or hurt herself when i dont reply to her.
It just seems so difficult to get my tips and advice through, and if i do try and push further she gets mad and i get sad.
I was mostly grown up hiding my emotions so for her it always seems like im attention seeking, which she says, she likes to make it a competition sometimes on who has the worse stuff on their mind
Can i please have some help on this, we're long distance but have met up 3 times so far, our parents seem to like us, she has alot of issues with her parents by herself.
Am i blind, or doing a bad job?