It's first time I am in this kind of situation and I don't know what to do and how to be peaceful about this and how to stay calm and keep going and waiting until the break ends.
The break was her decision, cause we rushed too fast into the relationship after her ex broke up with her and she needed time to heal her broken heart and clear her mind. We talked about how this break is gonna work, we are gonna be friends during that break, but she's okay with some small aspects of a relationship still being present, but some other ones or a no-no for now, and we will have to change some shared plans we had and can't call each other some more romantic nicknames, but some others we can.
We are not sure how long this break is gonna take, but I told her I will wait for her no matter how long. But deeply inside it still hurts my heart that we can't just continue like it was. But I still understand and originally it was my idea at the beginning of the relationship that I told her to think if she is sure about wanting a relationship and being with me.
I don't know now how to talk with her and how to approach this situation, we will still talk with each other daily, as friends, we can still hug and kiss and and use some nicknames and visit each other and chat in a nsfw way sometimes, but I don't know how to feel and how to act, it's so strange, even if she writes me something cute and lovely now during the break, instead of usual warmth and love thst I always felt I feel pain.
She also said that she's okay with calling friends with a cute loving nicknames, maybe for women that's normal but I prefer only calling my girlfriend in cute ways.
Also the decision about the breakup was after I kinda get jealous too much after she wrote something that looked a bit too flirty to her long time male friend who I rarely heard about.
It's a distance relationship, we live in different cities, but still I fell very strongly in love with her and don't know how to treat the situation and still be there for her while not being able to tell her "I love You" anymore… I don't even know for sure what I can and what I can't, it's confusing…
But I'm not gonna give up on us, no matter what