i feel like the guy i'm dating (less than 2 months now) is disappointed with who i actually am. we met during a group hang out – we were strangers at that time so ofc i shared less private or more positive stuff with him. i feel the longer he gets to know me he sees i'm not who he expected me to be. i feel that he sees i'm from a much lower league. that i am not that intelligent or interesting, have no friends, no special abilities and tbh nothing to offer. it's not really a choice, just a result of past mental health problems.
from my perspective it's the opposite – i didn't think at first he's so intelligent and has so many great skills, hobbies and good personality traits. i like him a lot and feel like it's just a matter of time he will dump me. i see how enthusiastic he was at first and how he acts now. i'm afraid he just keeps me as i'm the first girl that noticed him (i know i am, we talked about that). actually he is also the first guy that noticed me but that's not why i continue this – as i said i really like him and am beyond grateful he chose me at least for a while.
do you think i should ask him about it? or maybe it's just my insecurities showing up?