I’m a 25f self conscious about my body and avoid having sexual relations because of it my partner wants to eat me but i never had experience it and im conscious about smell discharge and color im more dark around down there and i overthink about it what if he gets disgusted he is insisting of eating me out he has reassured me how much he is attracted to me finds me extremely attractive and has even made me spit his mouth but despite everything im self conscious about getting eaten tho i want it bad but idk any tips for first time 😭