Hi guys, 19M here, been with my girlfriend but doing long dkstance for a while, we see each other every few months and she's the one I lost my virginity to.
Backstory here: I used to be quite the porn addict, and am currently (hopefully) successful in quitting porn for the past few weeks as I prepare to see her in a week. Being porn addicted made me experience performance anxiety and have unrealistic expectations on myself, which I've worked on to fix but still have some lingering issues. I believe that she deserves the best. I often finish fast, (working on that too) so I've tried oral sex. However I find that the first time I tried actually going down on her, the taste put me off, I'm planning on asking to shower together first when we check in to our room but this made me kinda scared about eating her out when I meet her again. I'm sure she doesn't taste that bad and all vaginas have some natural taste and smell that I'm not used to yet, but this is giving me the nerves thinking that I might gag.
I have a weak stomach, I often vomit when I see other people vomit and tasting sour food that I dislike the texture of will often make me gag as well.
She deserves the best and I want to make her cum multiple times first before thinking about myself. So my question is:
1.) How do I get used to that taste and texture?
2.) How do I get mentally turned on to pleasure her like that?
3.) Any other tips to eat a pussy good?