When it seems like every fight or conflict is because I did or didn't say something or I did or didn't do something. I feel like I'm the one responsible to always apologize and take responsibility. That my feelings or what was intended takes a back seat to her reactions and interpretation of my intent.
It's easy to feel like I would rather be alone when shit isn't going well. But am I "happy" when things are good? Or am I so codependent that I am willing to continue in a marriage that seems to be stale.