I can’t even begin to type all of the negative things he’s done, but one just happened right now. Lately he hasn’t been taking any sort of initiative with ANYTHING. Like, he asked for toilet paper and then used the bathroom and set it on the counter instead of replacing the empty roll. Today, we were walking out of my apartment and I was like oh wait the trash. I walked back inside to pick up the trash, and he just let me carry it. I was like “you don’t help me with taking out the trash anymore” and he was like “can you stop doing that bro like, i just won’t do anything for you ever again.” I was just like “okay.” And the rest of the car ride was silent. I have so much resentment built up from the past with him and it literally eats me alive. He can’t be there for me like I need a partner to be. I know what I need to.. It’s just how do I work up the courage to actually go through with it? I know i’m gonna be so hurt and mad at myself but deep down ik it needs to happen. How do i get over this feeling?


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