i'm a 20 year old pre-t FTM that lives alone in temporary accomodation block of flats (for formerly homeless people)
some point in the past week at around midday maybe i heard knocking on my door. a scrawny and pale rough-looking man with very very short brown hair. and i remember him violently shoving his fingers in the letterbox. by the time the police arrived he had gone.
tonight at around 3am i heard unexpected knocking on the door. i didn't get to see what they looked like nor could i tell if they were doing the same fingering thing but I do remember hearing speaking but i couldn't hear what they were saying. and the voice sounded similar but i'm not enitrely sure.
i'm really shaken by this. i don't have anywhere else to stay (my family hate me and i have no IRL friends) and i cant afford a hotel.
edit: i have really bad uncontrollable anxiety which is why emergency services frequently show up at the flat. i think people are targeting me.
sometimes i hear the door downstairs buzz for my flat but when i go downstairs there is no one there. it feels targeted.
this might sound absolutely ridiculous but im worried theyre remotely singling my speciifc flat out for carbon monoxide posioning somehow and polluting that one only to try and kill me.