not sure if thats the right tag but its my 21st and im home alone, its 5pm but i only woke up an hour ago for a medical appointment so working with what ive got here. a good online freind suggested last night that i pick out a nice fancy dress from my collection to wear today even if i only end up going shopping or something so ideally im looking to get out of the house. i have no car and no id (lost it) and i look kinda young so city pubs may be an option but clubs/bars most likely arent. i also really shouldnt risk drinking if i do. its hard at the moment for me to feel like wanting to do anything because ive got a bit of a depressive episode ongoing and its the longest ive ever had so its really exhausting at the minute. saying this because i do have hobbies and interests (anything arty, music, and social really) just no ideas on how to enjoy anything akin to that right now. i want to celebrate somehow even if its alone and doing something dumb. i’m somewhat flexible for money i could drop a few hundred tonight and be fine but obviously it is quite last minute and i have no kind of social buffer to do that with since my only interactions these days are with doctors. any suggestions would be a great help and appreciated so much right now. also im based east midlands if thats any help. TIA <33