Im absolutely devastated i need advice, I went to look up something on his insta and i clicked on one of the things he had searched and i was just curious there was half naked women like p✨ i confronted him and he acted like it was no big deal and then i just started sobbing and going into hysterics. He said he only ever looked at me and he only loved me. Why did he do this? When i asked him he said we made out the night before but didn’t do anything so he needed to yk since i gave him “blue balls” but he was thinking of me in the same outfits or way the girls were in. I don’t think that’s an excuse. I feel extremely betrayed and hurt and every time i’ve looked at his phone his insta searches are bare so is he hiding even more from me? I see this as cheating so i’m really on the fence on whether i wanna end things or not I don’t see myself loving anyone else and we’ve been tg 4/5 years now i’m hurting very badly. My friends say it’s cheating, My parents and family say it isn’t. Can i please have some advice if i’m being dramatic or this is an ending things matter.