No I don’t have any trauma. Yes I’m 100% sure.
I don’t have sex super often, maybe like 4 times a year. I’m single so I’m not a big fan of one night stands and I normally have to have an emotional connection with someone to want to have sex with them. But I feel like when I have sex I disassociate from the experience.
Idk if it’s cause I’m having sex with men I’m not in love with?? The last guy I was seeing for sex I was very sexually attracted to, but I barely remember details of it. Like I wanted to sleep with him so bad when we finally did, it was like an out of body experience? Like I enjoyed it and he made me cum but it didn’t feel real. At one point I remember him being on top of me and I was looking at him through the mirror and was just thinking… wow this is actually happening.
Does this happen to anyone?