I’ve been seeing this guy for a couple months and it’s going very well. I’ve never performed oral on him before because of a past negative experience but he always performs oral on me(f) and it’s genuinely the best head I’ve ever received. He asked me once if I would and I hesitantly said no and he never asked me about it again.
I would like to perform oral on him but I would need to talk about it first and I guess ease into it, but I feel like it’d be a weird thing if I brought up having a bad experience and if that’s too much for how long we’ve been seeing each other? I’m also just so profoundly awkward I have no idea how to even begin to bring that up?