Success story

Long story short
I had no direction in my life I got serious the past three months seeking God and giving up things I love to in an attempt to get Gods attention so he can answer me

12/24/25 I sat in my car 10pm-6am during my fast I sat in complete and total defeat wrestling with if God actually hears me. I gave up everything I loved video games tv idleness everything and spent it with him but had not received an answer on what he wanted me to do with my life because I have no interest in doing whatever I want to do because it’s worthless

I reached a point where I lost all hope and faith I swore and cussed at God I posted and vented my frustrations on reddit went for a run at 7am listening to a message from 2819 then about 20 min in on my run on the hiking trail I got a random thought in my head God wants me to get married.

At first I wanted to dismiss it because people think they hear from God all the time when it’s their thoughts or maybe satan talking to em. But what followed immediately after I had that thought not even like 1 second later was peace and an uncontrollably feeling of joy that started from the center of my chest like where your sternum is at. I couldn’t stop smiling it freaked me out for a second but I was like ok this is definitely god because I was in a bad mood even during my run.

If u had to explain it in detail this is how it happened everything happened probably within the course of 10 seconds

• I got a thought that said God wants you to get married
• I wanted to dismiss the thought
• then my sternum felt like it was heating up
• then I started smiling uncontrollably
• it freaked me out in my mind because I was like bruh why am I smiling 🙂 this hard
• then I had this feeling of assurance that this is without a doubt going to happen
  (like if you watched a movie 6 times and already know what’s going to happen next and you tell start talking to the movie like girl don’t open that door there’s a bad guy behind there)

That’s literally what happened to me or the best way I can explain it. Since then I repented told my family God gave me directions I haven’t told them exactly what he told me just that I haven’t purpose to live now. My dad told me God was delivering me while I was in my car and then I thought you know what you’re right he was because the Bible says the heart is evil and I was thinking God is removing things from my heart so can be close to him

I’m so excited 😆 I just had to share this with everyone I’m doing what God wants me to do IM gonna get married and God is going to give me everything I need to accomplish his Goal which is for me to become a husband who serves his wife and his family this is so exciting guys

Right now I don’t make enough money to even take care of a family but who cares I make probably 2k a month but again who cares because God is going to give me everything I need to do his will I’m so happy 😁 😁😁

I no longer have to go about my day wondering what God wants me to do with my life or battling with sorry because now I know since God told me what he wants me to do he will give me absolutely everything I need so I don’t have to worry about anything all I got to do is worry about spending time with God and learning how to be a husband everything else will happen on its own. 😁