TL:DR i’m a 20f i turn 21 in March. i’ve never been in a relationship before. Any guy i thought i was going to just wanted to hook up and try to push me into having sex. Now that i feel left out of this experience I download dating apps tinder, hilly, hinge etc… and every time i talk to someone it goes straight to sex and hook ups. i don’t know what to do.
i also just got out of a toxic situation with my mom who was constantly controlling every aspect of my life to where i struggle forming relationships with people especially women. My mom is 42 and would date people close to my age. her current boyfriend is 28 and she told me she feels uncomfortable with me meeting anyone she’s dating. im just now getting out of that and i feel like im missing out on everything and it’s depressing me. I don’t really go to parties and don’t have any friends since i was homeschooled through high school and im going to community college in february. ladies please help me