Hello, i have never been in a relationship. I have liked plenty if pll but never been into one. To my knowledge, no one has like me before. I don’t consider myself “conventionaly attractive”, because i’m a plus sized person, but on the other hand i think i m a pretty person, who has good features, despite that. I also think i have a good personality, because i’m very empathetic, smart, funny and care alot about ppl (i’m not bragging, other ppl have told me that, and i am trying to be descriptive.). I always loved the idea of having a relationship, but as i said, no one has ever like me in that way. As in today, i like a boy from my friend group, that i consider being a 10/10, he is extremely funny and has an exceptional personality, i have asked him out and he said yes (i don’t know if he realised that i ve asked im on a date the first time), but we went out and had a great time and laughed a lot. This weekend he visited my home town (he has friends there) (we both live in the same city, but i was in my home town for christmas), and we hung out there too. For short, after we hung out with our friends we went at his place were he stayed, talked a lot, and when we went to sleep, we started to make out. He was extremely sweet, held my hand, held me in his arms, kissed me on my forehead, we just sat there and hugged alot even thru the night. This happened the both night he stayed. Thru the days, he payed for a lot of things, every uber and even bough me a rose from a street seller. Now we are back in the city we live in and i’ve asked him to come over (just to hang out), he said yes initially but had alot of things to do and couldn t come anymore. He also liked my storys and we send eachother reels. But yet, i don’t know what to think. I am a little bit shy, overthink a lot and i am kind insecure as a person. The first night we kissed i was anxious and thought that maybe the was the alchool, but the second night he was sober. I really don’t know what to do anymore, i don’t wanna be insistent and anoying so he does things only to not make me feel bad, cus i reaaally like him and i would love to have a relationship with him. Tomorrow we spend the new years together with our friends. Do you have any advice for me?( pls don t tell me things like there is plenty fish in the sea, i have heard it a lot of times). I don’t think i have ever liked someone so much and i would love him to like me back. Thank you!